the truth is, I bruise too easily

can't be honest to one, can't have the other.

If grace is an ocean. We're all sinking.

it's hard adjusting. I've always been somewhat of a rebel to change, being stuck in the past. I miss high school, I really do. This heaviness...

college

University of Pennsylvania
Carnegie Mellon University
University of Michigan Ann Arbor
Boston University
University of Washington
Northeastern University
George Washington University
Cal Poly Pomona
University of California San Diego
University of Maryland College Park

my list for now. just wanted to write it down somewhere more than my brag sheet. and i dont really like posting on tumblr so back to blogger it is. this list of subject to change and a part of me hopes that it will change. need to send my brag sheets out to get recommendations letters:

mr. williams
counselor
senator paull shin

i think thats good enough?

"always account for variable change" -21-

michus.

karma kicked me in the ass.
so today i didnt want to go to service so i decided to go to borders and study. i took my dad's car instead of mine cause it gets better mph. my dad always told me park away from whereever your going, dont try parking too close or youll get in an accident. stupidly i ignored that advice cause it was frkn hot and then i hit parked car... a new nissan ultima. i think i scratched it, hopefully nothing more. well i dont know what the damage was cause i never looked and ran off. hit and run. wow didnt know ill ever do that. my dad's car got some scratches and a tiny dent not really a dent thing. like where the bumper and the body connects, the bumper went in a little. shit. shouldve taken my car. can you get caught from that? sigh. scared. lesson learned -dont ditch service-

my life isnt brilliant

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

theres a girl that i really like, but this girl doesn't exist anymore because, well, she disappeared back a little more than a month ago. you feel different; sound different. not really the person that i use to know. im really glad that we had a short chat today. it was very typical, lame, and pointless; nothing like a conversation should be. now i won't want to talk to you so much. well now i dont really mind not talking cause its just not that great. pretty guichanah i gotta admit. its just now how it use to be. helped me realize that you're not the person that i use to know. but even in the midst of all this theres one thing that i still really like about you.

"never recreate from memory; always imagine new places."

a great quote from an amazing movie.