christmas!

well its christmas& this is my first blog
here i come blogger !

ahaha. before i start.
merry christmas everyone (:

so today is christmas. the happiest season of the year. well it was a pretty wonderful day this christmas (:
sooo christmas... where do i start?

so last night i slept over at johns house. it was pretty fun but i fell asleep early. sorry john. he was doin something. makin a card? i got bored. we woke up really late like at 12. how great to sleep in on christmas. havent slept in inawhile, well i really dont feel like posting. i dont like writing blogs. but ill write it so that you guys can read.

well. lets just skip to the important part.

i was pretty mad that it was raining. i love the rain usually. but ierno. rain on christmas. didnt seem right. if anythings gonna happen snow, not rain. but thankfully it stopped raining by night.

hmmm. so for christmas i went on a date with my girl (: amazing way to spend christmas. i felt really grateful that i can have someone that i truely want to, to spend christmas with. i made her kinda sad which i felt really bad about. but hopefully she had a wonderful day todaay& a merry christmas ! so we just messed around at long beach towne center. sittin around outside, it was frkn cold. but i still felt warm. we took pictures oh and i recorded a video. but she didnt let me see the video. not fair. jkjk. im trying not to use smile faces right now. cus i use it too much. and i erased a smile face after each sentence practically. anyway back to christmas. today i realized how happy i am just to be around this very special person. i also realized how hard it is to say goodbye. its only for a couple of days on a solarquest but i really felt sad. and it was really himdeuluh to say goodbye. getting ready to go on another solarquest really brought back many memories. just like the simple things like tocuh the tip of our fingers like we did during the summer and like that made me really happy. i realize that even the smallest things make me happy. just being around her is enough to make me smile. christmas is an amzing time around. i forgot what i was writing about. but im just really glad that i can spend christmas with a very special person.

well. christmas is soon coming to an end. 1 hour and 20 mins left currently. would probably be different when i actually post.

cant wait till next year for an amazing christmas. too bad i cant be here for new years. im leavin to kansas tomrrow. before i leave i want to wish everyone a merry christmas& a happy new year !

thank you for everyone making this christmas a merry one
bestfriend.girl.friends

hope everyone had a wonderful christmas
gotta pack now. but i really dont want to. so ill wait for a bit.

see you next year

thanks for a wonder 2008 guys